A look inside//.

Staying up, even though I’m sleepy, to watch an hour of Doug.

…Yeah, I really love this show. 

I’ve come to realize that I need to stop missing how things used to be, and wishing that I could go back to how I used to be. Instead, I need to focus on who I am today and work towards who I will become in the years to pass. 

I just need to re:evaluate my life, what is the center of it, and what fulfillment I will obtain from living it. I’ve messed up in school, but that doesn’t mean I’m a failure. I’ve lost friends I thought were close, but people change, and it’s something you have to move on from. I may be married with a child younger than most people would like, cutting off “living my twenties up”, but I have a beautiful, healthy son and a wonderful husband who takes care of me with no hesitations or regrets.

It’s not going to happen overnight, but hey- everything changes with time.

Leave Braylon on the bed for a few seconds; come back- my keyboard is all kinds of not doing stuff. “Enter” is now “Backspace”, and letters are numbers.

“Braylon, what the hell did you do to the computer?!” 

I’ve always liked waking up to chirping birds; it was a sign that outside looked beautiful and sunny. Looks like BLEH outside, and the birds are chirping- I’m confused :/